a spoon of blood broke the silence

miamun, 27, europe, literacy preferred, i write w anyone willing to write and plot and develop, tl activity =/= dm activity, can be slow, idm goupchats for threads etc
β οΈ suicide, blood, vampirism, slight mention of abuse / toxic relationships

β§ guidelines βΈ»
# not the real winter, not affiliated w/kim minjeong or aespa or sment, account used for fictional purposes
# mun and muse are of age which means: minors dni and dnf. mature themes ahead, follow at your own risk and comfort or unfollow if you're not comfortable
# plotting is highly encouraged and so are: random dms, headcanons of our muses (just ask me ooc beforehand), i tend to stay strictly ic unless we need to plot
# goes without saying but i'm not mia, mia isn't me, ic does not equal ooc, please don't involve her or i in unplotted drama, there's no need for that. no godmodding even if your muse is also spn, i'd rather be asked and we can plot!
# f/f will be kept low, writing is my priority, connections are what i aim for on here. i don't mind duplicates of the same fc following me, but i'll draw the line at two tops, three maybe if we can plot or figure something interesting out
# inspo: tvd, wednesday addams (personality), dracula, the originals, true blood...
β§ information βΈ»
# name park mihye
# alias mia
# dob 1st january 2000
# species human turned vampire, circa may, 2022
# occupation embalmer @ snuh funeral home, seoul ; works @ the hangnail as a dj twice a month
# lives in seoul, alone in a little apartment
# family mother and father are alive and well, she's very close to them although they're not aware of mihye's condition
# sexuality bisexual
# pets she has none just yet, has looked into adopting a dog but gave up halfway
# body mods earlobe piercings, no tattoos as of right now, had her tongue pierced but took it out so it healed# likes: nighttime, being in her own world, her bedroom, music, fresh blood and a good hunt, that feeling and smell after it rains, winter and autumn, horror movies even if they're bad, people who match her energy and "freak", the smell of gasoline and hair dye

163cm, current hair color is black and cut in a choppy-messy bob (she often uses extensions), her natural eyes are brown but she can be seen wearing contacts every now and then for a change. her style is casual, y2k, sometimes βemoβ, other times a little alt, she likes experimenting and expressing herself in many ways; despite not showing or looking like it mihye loves cute things: sanrio, stuffed toys, animals, butterflies, moths, labubus, she's learning how to play guitar

# dislikes: being told what to do, feeling pressured, how sun feels on her skin, mosquitoes and bugs in general but it is something she's working on, feelings and talking about them, not a big fan of garlic
positive traits β |
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despite her personality she is friendly and loves connecting and being close to people, she's very caring and loving in her own ways and terms, remembers little details (always), engages well in conversations, stands up for her beliefs and will stand up for other people if they can't |
negative traits β |
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will never admit it but gets attached easily, obsessive, possessive, gets lonely easily, has a big fear of abandonment, cranky, dark humor, may come off as rude or mean but she really isn't, weird about physical touch and feelings, detaches way too easily |
β§ march 2022 βΈ»
tw: mention of dying, suicide, abusive r/s, blood, gore
wrong time and place or maybe right time and luck? she only remembers cold breeze upon her face that hit the pavement, her head feeling both light and heavy and did her brain leak out? probably not.. or yes, she's seen it at work before. either way, dying like this was a little pathetic but what could you do when you were at your wit's end and nothing mattered anymore. little did she know her time wasn't then and there, and that a friend-- or foe, or monster was right around the corner, waiting its turn with her body. and they had it: sharp pain, venom spreading through her veins, her eyes shooting open as she saw a person (creature?) feasting on her bloodied body. and that scene confused them because why was a dead girl awake instead of... dying..mihye woke up in her bed, everything was red and dry and there was blood. she couldn't understand how she'd gotten there, maybe just her body forcing her to go home in the end after attempting something so dumb... how could she fail even at this?but reality didn't hit until she'd opened her curtains and the sun hit her skin, it was then and there when the burn on her arm made her scream in pain. what the hell.
memories of the previous night came back to her mind soon enough, she couldn't believe what was going on, and she couldn't believe this fantasy-like reality she was stuck into. was she a vampire? but, they did not exist
another reality check hit her when night came and her then-boyfriend banged on her door, their relationship... it was rocky, and bad, and toxic, and he was the reason behind her disgraceshis smell was delicious. for once, mihye felt attracted to the guy that was before her eyes despite her yelling and it was almost as if her eyes shot hearts at him, because the stupid boy thought this was his chance to get some. and some did he get. his throat bleeding, his mouth covered with her hand to muffle his begs, screams and cries, and life felt perfect. she was so, so alive, so alive that the next morning the sun wasn't bothering or burning her anymore. so alive that hiding the corpse of the man she ate and murdered felt like kids' play. so, so alive and so clear-headed. nothing could get in her way, except the hunger that came again, and again, each time it seemed to arrive a little more often. an hour earlier, a day.. and three years later, the alive feeling still existed, and her hunger ceased to bother her so much. life was easier: she could handle her powers, her needs, her wants and herself. she was granted a gift many would kill overit also came with a price: the intimacy she so craved her whole life, it was something strange and unknown now. her desire to kill, possess and consume often times bigger, stronger than her will to love and be lovedthat only stopped her for a while though, even nowadays she seeks that someone who can handle it, who can take it, who won't die from an accidental bite or abandon her for being so different
β§ moremoremoremore βΈ»
tidbits struggles a lot with intimacy, it's when she gets most excited and hungry, so she avoids it if she can. since she works in a more medical field, it is easier to get her hands on bloodbags and lives off those but her ultimate preference is to feed from someone alive. she can go about a week and a half between feedings. when her emotions become overwhemling, the urge to kill becomes more intense for her, and it's often when she goes on hunts (she enjoys the feeling of being a predator hunting its prey), but she never ends up killing people, only feeding and making sure to erase their memories
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immortality, speed, heightened senses (smell, taste, hearing, touch), fast healing, dream manipulation, hypnosis, mind control and mind reading (those powers are things she rarely if ever uses, unless needed, it took her time to master and understand them so now they're more or less under control), a natural charm and glow that makes people just a little more interested in her |
weaknesses β |
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she can't digest human food (still loves her coffee and a little treat), sun can be weakening esp when she's gone a bit without feeding, fire and wood (through heart) will kill her, when she goes too much without feeding her body will start to show signs: sun will burn her skin, eyes will become bloodshot red, skin much paler, hair will start falling out.. overall a haggard look |
βΉ favs the colors blue, black, red, pink, horror, romcoms, forests, lakes, lilies, sad girl music
βΉ habits as a vampire she doesn't sleep but she's a nocturnal being nevertheless, daytime isn't her favorite thing ever, she tends to either stay inside or "sleep in" until work rolls around. if mia does stay over at someone's, she's mastered the art of acting asleep and going in some sort of trance for a few hours until it is socially acceptable to be up. bites her nails still, bad at holding eye contact (especially when lying)
βΉ scents tom ford lost cherry, dior hypnotic poison, miss dior blooming bouquet, gucci flora gorgeous gardenia
β§ connections βΈ»
general plots i'm looking for, anything can be tweaked and we can figure more things as we go. we can also come up with new ones β‘ i do have another list of silly plots i'd like to write
m/f (0/1) κ you & i always been them against the world and the world against them, some might find it odd for two people to be so close but it never bothered them. they'd tell one another everything, every possible secret or silly thing, but somewhere along the road that stopped. mia stopped. out of frustration your muse approaches her one night, seeking answers from their best friend, only to find out the truth behind it all: her vampirism, her hiding it, and her thinking her best friend would judgetaken (1/1) κ you remember? she's rarely clumsy but this was one of these times, her powers might've failed her, or she failed them, but what are the odds to bump into someone mia fed from? and they remember? and fuck, they're causing a scene!m (0/1) κ you're like a brother to me son of a family's friend, they've met plenty of times as kids and teens (preferably a younger male muse, 2-3 years or even 1 works) but why are you now looking at me like that? why am i getting texts at 2am? and songs sent to me? dude, are you into me?f (0/1) κ you're gnarly, i'm not mia goes out from time to time, her second job is at a bar too, it's only natural for her to bump into 10047854548 people and known ones as well. she remembers your muse well, from when they were teens, she remembers being laughed at for being a bit weird and off-putting but she is a girls' girl so when your muse needs a hand and help to get away from a weird man, mia steps in. what happens next is odd, your muse does remember her, thanks her, apologizes, asks for her socials.. now they're talking late at night, and why is mia being asked out on coffee dates and outings? maybe in the end the popular girl isn't so popular anymoretaken (1/1) κ teach me guitar has always been one of her interests, but she's never had the time to book classes. she finds it so nice and sweet that your muse offers to teach her a few times a week that it's almost out of character of her to be so nice: she brings coffee, snacks, even a notebook and.. she smiles?m/f (0/1) κ see you tomorrow they met at therapy, right before mia's attempt. they knew, and they were the only one who seemed to respect her decision as well, but to their surprise mia still texts them the next day. just two fucked up people seeking comfort in themselves, dark humor and company
m/f (0/1) κ mia is a dj @ the hangnail twice a month, your muse is usually there whenever she djs and they're oddly interested in her which is why they can't believe their luck when one saturday night they're invited backstage to meet her, only to find out that there's only mia, no security, no one else, her looking a bit unhinged and hungry. your muse only then realizes they fucked up, put themselves in the radar of a hungry vampire, and they should run but... sadly, can't or don't want to?m/f (0/1) κ Scammed and at what cost? our muses are strangers that rented out the same vacation house/apartment, during the same days. they can't get hold of the landlord and neither are willing to give up their vacation, they decide to live together except every day is a new challenge- living with a stranger isn't easy. maybe they end up as best friends, maybe they end up as enemies, maybe they meet up late at night for beers and deep talks and to play unom/f & must be spn (0/1) κ not a couple, not exes, not much but enough to entertain one another every now and then. their hobby is to attempt killing each other every now and then, they call it "foreplay" even though it never lead to anything more than two people laughing while covered in blood (everything is up for discussion!)